"I am not a girl that can ever be defined..."

So yesterday, my dad says to me "Don't let Shan (my little sister) get her degree before you, please." I looked at him and asked why I should have to get it. He couldn't give an exact answer as to why I should. He said it's about finishing something I start. The thing is I never wanted to go to college *surprised face*!!! I was one of the smart kids, so of course I wanted to go to college! wrong answer... School has ALWAYS bored me. Sitting in a classroom "learning" a bunch of shit that you already taught yourself is outrageously overrated. trust me. when i wanted to learn something, i picked up a book...just like teachers do. when i finally realized what i wanted to do with my life, i picked up a bunch of books. i consulted people who have experience in business, people who have similar aspirations, etc. the same thing the teachers who teach the same courses on a degree path. he told me i was "just jumping into something" with C.H.A.N.G.E. Anybody that doesn't follow this cookie cutter path that society has said is the way to go is ruining their life. We're "just doing something" until we fail and have to join that path. I will not. I refuse.



Of course, someone has sung exactly how I feel. The second verse of "Fly" by Nicki Naj (as Sean calls her) is it. People discourage me. They say I can't; I say I will. This is it. Get ready for it. I came to win. I want to make C.H.A.N.G.E. happen because it's my dream. I GOTTA make it happen to prove them wrong.



I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive. I came to win, to survive, to prosper to rise...to fly.